Ok everybody, I was gonna wait and talk a little bit about this, but i cant... its hurts so much that i just need to say something, but first let me ask you this..
Question: have you ever been in a position that someone told you something that just paused you and everything around you? now if the anwser is yes, did that same person then tell you something else that made you feel even worse to the point that you want to know why they even told you in the first place!?!?!?!?!?! well i just have..
as i type this, less than 2 hours ago i had to find out that someone that i truly do care about is sick.. REALLY SICK.... and that the fact that i had to find out by a conversation that ended up going to a direction that i was NOT expecting. OH!! but thats not all, what makes this situation so "cheeky" is that this person is telling me things that should only be in a WILL AND TESTIMONY!!!!!! now look, i understand that we will never know how long we will live on this earth, but BE POSITIVE ABOUT YOUR LIFE, AND LIVE IT TO THE FULLIEST!!!!!!!! I DID NOT GO OVER THERE TO HEAR ABOUT DEATH.... I CAME TO SEE MY LOVED ONES... AND THEN TO FIND OUT FROM THE PERSON AND FOR THAT PERSON TO TELL YOU WHAT THEY WANT BEFORE THEY DIE, I WONDER HOW ANYONE COULD OPEN THEIR MOUTH.... I COULDNT MOVE OR EVEN FEEL MY WHOLE BODY JUST HEARING THAT!!!!! I MEAN, IN ANY CASE, I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW SOMETHING... BUT NOT.. LIKE... THIS!!!!!!!!!!!
and im done.... im just done..... i cant think straight, dont even feel like eating... dont want to talk, text, or anything......
PLEASE LET THIS BE A LESSON: love each and everyday like its your last....
one of my pedals just shriveled up, fell off, and died.
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